South Dakota
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"It turns your armour as hard as rock." "I wouldn't know." - North and Carolina, RvB.
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Post by South Dakota on Nov 8, 2011 21:46:41 GMT -5
Entry 1:
Oh, how I've missed you. And I would bask in you, journal, were it not for more pressing matters plaguing me.
I'm an idiot. I slipped up today, and I'm probably going to pay for it somehow or another.
And then there's the results of my blood tests, and four words I don't want to hear to do with it to be fair. Sounds a bit clichéd when I say the results of it could change my life, but they really could. So, so much.
If one were to infer into my tumblr activities (go back 30+ or so pages), you might gain a clue as to what my situation is.
It's probably the main reason why I did certain actions on there, to be honest. Because there may be the only chance, the closest I can get to it.
And that frightens me almost more than anything. There's only one thing that frightens me more, maybe two, and I'm sure you can all guess what that is now.
Now that I think about it, maybe I f*cked up twice today, and I need to slow down. A lot.
Who goddamn knows any more. Just wish I could talk without having to... Wish my mind would stop running in pointless circles. Stupid mind.
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South Dakota
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"It turns your armour as hard as rock." "I wouldn't know." - North and Carolina, RvB.
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Post by South Dakota on Nov 9, 2011 11:28:14 GMT -5
Entry 2:
Next person who says that me and my only proper male friend school should go out is gonna get my fist. In their face. F*cking fed up of it.
A girl can have a close guy friend, can't she? I know guys and girls more in each other's pockets and still friends than I am with this guy and yet I'm the one getting all the sh*t. Seriously. F*ck. The. Hell. Out. Of. My. Face.
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