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Post by Wolf_Rainbowtail on Nov 30, 2012 14:12:57 GMT -5
Goals today
Get all the Dralon orders done, alllll of them. Reply to the plot Make sure to change out the premades at midnight
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Post by Wolf_Rainbowtail on Dec 22, 2012 1:06:39 GMT -5
I need to write or I'll explode. And I'm doing it here because why the **** not?
It's not even pain. Seriously. All I feel where my wisdom teeth are is like... a void. Not pain unless I move my jaw.
It's the swelling. The swelling is really getting to me. It feels like I'm still frozen, only when I move my tongue and prod at it with it I'm not. It's swollen so much that I can't close my teeth fully because if I do then I bite down on the swelling and that really hurts.
I don't even know why that's the thing that's getting to me, but it really, really is. I don't like the way I can feel it shift when I change the position of my head... Or the way it makes me feel like my cheeks are way further out from my face than they are.
What bothers me the most though is because I still feel like I'm frozen, it still feels like they're taking my wisdom teeth out. The ringing in my ears sounds like the drill and the pressure of the swelling feels like the only thing I could feel while he was taking them out.
And when I close my eyes I can freaking see that room and it feels like I'm right back there...
I mean... I guess I should feel lucky. There really isn't that much pain at all. Just if I move my jaw, but that feeling of having them still working on it... No, just no.
And then, quite naturally, because I'm not feeling the best about that, my mind starts thinking of all the other things negative. Like the fact that I still haven't gotten Arashi a Christmas present yet. That's really bothering me. I don't want it to be a repeat of her birthday last year because that still bothers me.
I just can't think of anything special enough though... I know I want it to be writing, but all the ideas I come up with I've already written in the past or they just don't seem special enough. I don't want to give her something generic and half-assed just because I couldn't think of something good enough.
And then there's going to visit her in... I guess it would be late April now. I can't believe that my school only gives one week off between semesters, or that it happens to be the worst possible time, with Arashi having not one, but two family birthdays to celebrate. I mean, I don't want to intrude. I don't want to interrupt special occasions. It feels selfish and mean of me that I still really want to go then.
That's because the only other option is late August, which might as well be another year away. I don't want to wait that long. We've already waited over a goddamned ****ing year. Can't the universe give us this? We've waited so patiently for so long. Can't it give us some time together that's not complicated by things? What ever happened to good things come to those who wait?
And then there's school itself... We still have so much work to do there. Right now I'm enrolled in all the classes I've already gotten a credit in and none that I haven't. Real smooth there whoever designs the schedules. And I know for a god damned fact that if I fail classes then my mom's going to say I can't go to England...
And I haven't even gotten started on my anxiety, or, mental issues, because apparently I have more than just anxiety now. That's ****ing wonderful to know. I was supposed to have an appointment with one of my group leaders from the CBT program today. I didn't go to it for obvious reasons. She says I need urgent help. Urgent help. Doesn't that just make me feel wonderful about myself. She says that's why I don't hand in my homework, because I think it has to be perfect before I do. Well... I mean, not perfect, but done well. I don't want to hand in half-assed stuff and have the teacher think I'm stupid or lazy.
And I'm really freaking tired right now but I can't sleep. Not at all. Because when I close my eyes, I'm right back in that room, and I'd prefer not to dream about it.
Tomorrow's going to be fun. I'll be surprised if I don't pass out or something.
/rant
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Post by Wolf_Rainbowtail on Dec 25, 2012 1:41:40 GMT -5
I think I'm just going to start putting these here instead of keeping them out of sight in word documents. If they bother anyone, I'll of course stop.
So today... I don't feel angry so much as... Confused, and a bit anxious. Okay, a lot anxious. So it's Christmas, but I can't help think that I've done something wrong...
Sometimes... the reason why I feel like I can't change is because this is how people see me, they're used to me being like this. It causes me no end of anxiety if I change something and feel like I'm inconviniencing someone.
And yes, there will be typos in this. It's not quick to correct them, so I'm leaving horribly misspelled words in.
But I'm getting off topic, thinking too much about the fact that other people might actually see this.
The point is, I spent time with my family today. Well, yesterday I guess, since it's past midnight now. My sister was here for the entire day, she baked cookies, we opened our presents to each other, I managed to eat one of said cookies which was not easy with my mouth the way it is XD
Then we sat downstairs, turned the fireplace on, and all four of us watched Christmas movies. It was really nice. It felt like we were a family, and it hasn't felt like that for a long, long time.
Then I get back up here. Then I realize that I still haven't finished writing Arashi's Christmas present. Then I realize that both she and Chris were on Skype and I didn't reply to them. Pretty much the only time with Arashi today, yesterday, whatever, was me opening the really nice present that she got me, and then I just disappeared.
With you guys, Salki and Dragon, pretty much all I did was complain about Shula getting taken away, then ask Dragon to request a custom that I haven't made yet.
I had planned on getting the last of the markings up today, writing a nice little post about how I hoped everyone enjoyed them.
It feels like... Well, like I did something wrong. Like people expected me to be there and do stuff and I wasn't and didn't.
And that... kind of makes me wonder if what I did today was wrong.
Sometimes I feel like I just don't understand life. I mean, I know what anyone's response is going to be to that. It was Christmas, and they're your family, and I'm really glad you had a good time. Stuff like that. But it just doesn't feel... right, to me.
I mean... I guess, if you gave me a choice, and it was purely up to me and I knew that no one would be inconvienienced, I likely would have chosen to be with my family. Not because they're more important, but because that was just really, really nice. I'd pretty much given up on them. I'd given up on them understanding me, wanting me to be around them, all the kind of stuff like that. I don't feel like I spent time with them for them, but for me.
I almost feel selfish, and I know my reasoning is screwed up, but there you have it. I feel like I chose to do what I wanted over the wants of other people and that's... well, that's something that I don't really do.
God, this sounds more stupid the more I write, but I'm going to keep going.
I think what really hit home was when I went to go back on Shula only to find that she'd shut herself off. I panicked. What I've written may only be 300 words so far, but it's something that I actually really like and don't know if I could start over if it was just gone. I hadn't saved it. I didn't know what to call it and thought it would be okay anyways since I don't really turn my computer off.
I mean, sure, the program auto saved it and it's fine, but for those minutes when Shula was starting up, I just felt really bad about myself.
Now I'm not religious or anything, but I do link things together. It was very easy to tell myself that it had happened because I had taken that time away from the computer. That because I had been selfish and wanted to do that that Arashi might not get a Christmas present from me.
I just... once again, I know that my thought process is wrong. It's just... People are used to me this way. Being there for my friends on the internet is something that I sort of... I don't know, pride myself on? That if I can do something for one of them, I do? Pretty much the only time I'm not online is if I'm asleep, and the only reason I won't do something is if I can't due to illness or mood, or if I don't have muse for it. Also if I get horribly distracted off on some other site but that's different. Today I chose not to be there. And that...
It feels like I took something away from you. From Salki and Dragon, I took the Dralons you could have had, and talking to me in the c-box if you care about that. From Arashi I took possibly the most... 'togetherness' we would have had in months, and that after I flipped out on her a month or so back for not spending enough time with me. So, I feel like a hypocrite there. Chris can't get online very often now because his dad's back and he doesn't like him talking to strangers on the internet...
I just... I feel selfish. I feel like I did something at the expense of those who I care the most about. And it's... it's just not a good feeling.
And I know that I'm wrong. I know the other side of it, that I spent time with my family and was happy but... somehow my happiness doesn't seem to be worth yours?
God, I have such a ****ing messed up mind. I'm sorry.
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Post by Wolf_Rainbowtail on Jan 3, 2013 2:30:35 GMT -5
So, I don't know if writing right now is going to make me feel better or worse. Likely worse. Bleh. I don't really feel very anxious or anything right now. I don't even know what I feel. Confused, maybe? Like for some reason I don't understand things that I used to? Yeah, likely that.
Again, no idea where this came from and it makes less than no sense. Well, okay, maybe I do know where it came from. Sleeping all day and not really getting to talk to anyone made me feel really lonely :/ I think that's where all this stems from. Somehow I got thinking about myself, which is never good, and yeah.
I don't like doing things if I don't know if they'll be received well by other people. That's the subject of this writing. Or if I'm uncertain that I can do them. I don't know why though. It isn't pride, exactly. I mean, I already think that the average person doesn't really like me all that much.
Bleh. I don't know. And it's with everything. Talking to people, doing things for them, suggesting things to do or deciding if I should talk about something that I like but they may not. Like, it's everything. And it's really stupid, because there isn't much of a reason for it.
I mean, so what if a person doesn't like... I don't know, RvB for instance. It doesn't mean they'd think any less of me because I do. By the way, all this stuff is hypothetical. I haven't talked to anyone off of the internet for quite some time.
But, I mean, it's just really stupid. Even if someone didn't like me and told me they didn't want to be my friend or something, I mean, that doesn't really mean anything either, does it? People are unique and some of them just don't do well together and all that.
It's like I want to please everyone, but I know I can't, so I stay away from everyone.
But that's not it either. I mean, around people I know, I'm not shy. I don't overthink things. I talk about random stuff and don't worry that they aren't interested in it or whatever. Well, not to the same degree as with people I don't know, at least.
Like, I really don't know. It's like I'm socially retarded. But not even that because I freaking understand most of the stuff that's holding me back from interacting with people. Most of it.
I think another thing is that I think too much. Like, way too much, and form ideas in my head that aren't true and stuff. I mean, say if I was talking to someone for the first time, and they seemed distracted, I would likely think it meant they found me uninteresting or something. But I mean, it could be for any reason at all. Anything from they hadn't gotten enough sleep to them being worried about something and finding it hard not to think about it. Like, I don't know. I convince myself of the worst most of the time, and I let little things get to me, a lot.
Like I'll overanalyze a conversation after it happens, and pick out all the things I did wrong, and then feel really bad about it. And it's stupid because that's not at all productive and just makes me feel more uncertain the next time I talk to that person.
I also have a really, really, /really/ bad habit of thinking that if someone's busy, it means they don't have time for me anymore. And then I try not to interrupt them in whatever they're doing, and then we end up not spending as much time together, and then they likely end up thinking I don't want to spend time with them and then yeah. That right there is how I lose most of my friends.
I honestly don't even know why I'm writing this. It's not like anything's happened. Not at all. Besides sleeping for most of it, I actually had a nice day today. The parts of it I was awake for, at any rate.
Bleh. Maybe it is anxiety, or nervousness or something. I start college again soon. The 7th to be exact and just ahyugtedrfbvfhjsn. I don't understand people, and social things, and I make it way more difficult for myself than it actually is and fhcygeyhfwnvbyu7ehf.
I should sleep. Even though I've only been up for six hours, that's likely a good idea. The only time I really get like this, all worried or anxious or overthinking or whatever this weird thing is is late at night. I'll likely be completely fine in the morning. Or, well, you know, not randomly overthinking this is what I mean.
Bleh. Yeah, that's a good idea. Think I'll do that. Sorry for this really random semi rant that's likely barely understandable.
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Post by Wolf_Rainbowtail on Jan 6, 2013 15:05:44 GMT -5
Apparently my journal is for weird Dralon writing things now too? XD
“You’ve been thinking about something.” The voice suddenly coming into Stereo’s mind was unexpected. Hardly anyone ever talked to them due to the loud voice that the Dralon possessed. The owner of the other voice was even more unexpected. It was exactly who Stereo had been thinking about. “How do you know that?” Stereo challenged the other voice, although the answer was already known.
“Because you’ve been buzzing in the back of mine all day.” Kayode’s voice carried a bit of humor in it, but Stereo could tell by the small strain to the words that their voice had hurt the other Dralon.
“Well, what is it then? It must really be bothering you.” The other Dralon prompted. Stereo hesitated. Stereo hated their mental voice with a passion that burned as hot as a thousand suns. It was loud. Well, perhaps loud wasn’t the word since no Dralon had ever heard anything besides their flockmates’ voices. Intense, maybe. Intense like a thunderstorm was intense, and as shocking as lightning to those who hadn’t heard Stereo’s voice before.
To those that had, Stereo was something they had to live with, and they were grateful that the loud Dralon didn’t speak that often. They didn’t realize though just how lonely Stereo was, how hard Stereo tried not to talk, how guilty it made the other Dralon feel when a flockmate winced in pain because of their voice.
Kayode was about the only Dralon that put up with Stereo’s voice. Of course, even Kayode couldn’t keep from wincing at the boom in their head that happened every time Stereo spoke. Stereo was one of Kayode’s own cubs though, and the older Dralon had always felt attached to them because of it. Well, it was difficult not to feel attached to something that was half you.
Stereo hesitated for so long that Kayode assumed they had decided not to talk afterall, but then the boom of the other Dralon’s voice was in their head. Stereo seemed to be trying to say as few words as possible and still get the point across.
“Chaos and Contradiction.” Kayode blinked in surprise even though they were nowhere near Stereo. “Yes?” One of Stereo’s parents prompted their cub.
“Where are they?” Of all the conversations Kayode had thought to have this day, this was certainly not one of them. “Gone. They are in a different flock now.” A small bit of sadness could be found in his words, and Kayode knew what the next question would be, but chose to wait for it.
“Why?”
“The Master didn’t want them to be a part of the flock anymore. You know that Stereo. You watched them take them away. I’m sure Chaos and Contradiction are very happy in their new flocks though.”
Another hesitation as Stereo tried to think of how to say the next part in as few words as possible. “If you met them again, you wouldn’t be able to talk to them, would you? Or even feel their presence?” It was Kayode’s turn to hesitate and wait for the aftershock of Stereo’s voice to wear off enough to speak again. “No. Honestly, I hope I never see them again. It would be difficult to not be able to communicate with any former flockmate, but them most of all.” There was a sigh in Stereo’s mind. “You miss them, don’t you?”
“Yes. Why did the Master take them away?”
“It is not for us to understand the ways of the Master.” Kayode replied. “Some things just are. They feed and groom us, and allow us to live mostly as we please. There is nothing more we can ask of them than that.”
“What of my other half?” Stereo questioned, speaking of their other parent. “Was it difficult not being able to talk to them?”
Kayode hadn’t been expecting questions about themselves that day. “Not really.” Was the reply. “The Master wanted me to breed with them, and I assume their Master did as well, and so we did.” Stereo could almost hear the shrug in their parent’s voice. It wasn’t a very unusual thing, either the breeding between flocks or them hardly knowing each other. The Master of their flock limited breeding. Once they hadn’t, and their flock had been large, the comfortable feeling of other Dralons always in the backs of their minds. Neither of the two Dralons currently talking knew exactly why the Master had decided to shrink the flock, but that wasn’t for them to decide, and from what they knew of their Master, the former members of their flock had found a good home.
Well, if they weren’t in the Pound, that was. A few members of their flock had been in that dreadful place, and the stories they told made the entire flock’s scales itch and fur stand on end. From what they understood, it was a place Dralons were put when no two legged Master currently wanted them in their flock. They were cared for there, but the Pound was not a flock. A Dralon in the Pound did not have a flock, and thus could not hear any Dralons in their minds at all even though they were surrounded by so many. The Dralons who had never been in the Pound could not think of such a thing. They all took comfort from being able to feel their flockmates’ presence in their mind, to know that it took only a thought to speak to any of them. Not being able to feel a single Dralon was a horror so great that most couldn’t even imagine it.
Most of the Dralons in their flock had not even seen a Dralon from another flock, unless the Master had wanted them to breed with said Dralon. Breeding did not carry the same meaning as it did to speices other than Dralons. Breeding was not for love, but to produce cubs. Perhaps it was because Dralons were one hundred percent fertile, or because the time cubs relied on their parents was so short. Whatever it was, it was the very rare Dralon who thought of one they had mated with as anything other than a friend.
It wasn’t that Dralons were cold hearted or incapable of love. It was simply that it wasn’t needed most times. Especially in Master owned flocks, where with their decision, any flockmate could leave at any time. Another reason was that, in some ways, Dralons loved all the members of their flock. Most Dralons would die to defend any other member, and would share food even if they were starving. Each member that left was like a spike piercing the heart of the flock, as a familiar voice and sight would never be heard or likely even seen again. But they took comfort in the idea that they would find a new flock.
That seemed to be the end of the conversation. Stereo closed off the mental link between Kayode and sat down, deep in thought. It was true that Stereo missed Chaos and Contradiction, but that hadn’t been the true reason for the conversation. No. Stereo wanted to see what being around a Dralon of another flock would be like, one that would never wince at their mental voice. Kayode hadn’t given many answers, but the talk had been useful. Stereo was beginning to think that the only way to find out was to experience it for themselves though.
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Post by Wolf_Rainbowtail on Mar 19, 2013 4:29:10 GMT -5
I'm going to write here because screw it.
There's a lot of things that we take for granted I think. Stuff that you don't really think about until it's not there. Like the ability to freaking fall asleep when I want to for instance. Because honestly, if I try to fall asleep for three freaking hours straight I expect to fall asleep. Heck, I expect to fall asleep after a few minutes of trying to sleep.
I hate doing school on no sleep, really, really hate it, but I guess that's what's going to be happening today. Fan-freaking-tastic.
And it's not like I'm not tired enough to sleep. I'm exhausted and all I want to do is curl up in my bed and sleep for about a year, but apparently I can't sleep when I want anymore. Just another thing to stress me out, wonderful >.<
/Rant
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Post by Wolf_Rainbowtail on Jun 4, 2013 16:10:38 GMT -5
Haven't done a list like this in awhile Stoof to do Dralon orders (after other stuff, not before) Look at Golden's pup growingMake Rainbow's commonReply to Memory Look at Dragon's trainingSee if you have enough muse to start up the drawing a day thread again End the line art auction and put a new one upLook at the art thread Do some work on the revamp
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Post by Wolf_Rainbowtail on Jun 6, 2013 21:35:47 GMT -5
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Post by Wolf_Rainbowtail on Jun 14, 2013 22:12:20 GMT -5
Revamp List writing Time.
A list of stuff that needs to be done for the revamp (in no particular order)
*Hornless Scrimps (Currently 21 out of 50) *Get the Hornless Scrimp thread up once all 50 are made *Remember, 2 hornless Scrimps for a horned, hornless Scrimp can breed but one pair only produces one look of cub Breeding is 1 horned Scrimp each. Offspring can't breed (so it's possible to collect them all)
*Rewriting the Tutorials and Guides *Rewriting the Animals Section *Write up a section on how character Fieros are different than non-character Fieros. (start as adults, automatically alpha, can't communicate with other Fieros, can't learn tricks, etc)
*Changing the rule on the storages (Let people keep Dragons and Deer in with their Fieros if they want to)
*Set up a new gem transfer thread. Maybe just have one though, not really a point to changing it each month
*Fix the pup growing rules. Make them more clear and include character Fieros
*Organize the training list. Include a small section after each move on how to train it *Add more moves to the training list
*Make more explore pets, including more species
*Figure out the system of what level a Fiero has to be at to find which pets (maybe a new species could be added in to what they can encounter every 5 levels or so, up to level 100?
*Make four special species that are only available in one season (real time)
*Fix the explore rules. Merge the two threads and make sure they're all easily understood
*Fiddle with the battle system to make battles last longer. Perhaps take a look at changing the Fiero's stats or how damage is calculated. Also miss ratios may need to be adjusted. Stronger attacks = more chance to miss? *Figure out the system for more than just one on one battles. See if you can get Salki and Dragon to help you out with the tests for them. Likely shouldn't be too difficult. Just run tests after you've figured out how to make battles last longer. Speed determines order, the members can decide on teams or whatnot. Still have it so a Fiero can only battle once a week to stop people gaining levels very fast from battling.
*Get shows up. You do have it written down somewhere what you want them to be. Make sure to wait until several people can participate before setting up the first one
*Make sure to ask for suggestions for the other members. The revamp is pretty much, if something is broken, boring or they want something to be added, now is the time to point it out *Set up tri breeding for the Dralons once the revamp is done. That'll encourage you to work on it :3
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Post by Wolf_Rainbowtail on Jul 10, 2013 21:26:03 GMT -5
Because I don't want to forget... Also this is only after the revamp.
New Dralon types *Snake/Serpenttail *Ribbontail *Tiptail *Manetail *Curltail/Curlytail
Metaltail(human-made Dralon, entirely organic except for it's metal tails (tails should be divided up into sections like welded together scrap metal with permanently silver 'bolts' (circles) on each one. Breeds only with it's own type and only through (think of a better name for it) mode layering. Glitchy and unpredictable (which works with the weird shading and inverse colours that sometimes result with specific modes) Does not ever produce Threetails. Will be pre released sometime within the next month or two, need to think of a pose, the way the tails look, and lots of other things XD
New Dralon Markings *Helmet (once you figure out how it works on Cattails) *Snowflakes *Camo 1,2,3,4 *Break up existing leg markings (Claw1, etc) *Cardinal *Mane markings based on existing markings (Mane Airbrush, etc) *More Demi Markings *Tabby markings (classic, mackerel, ticked, spotted, any others that I'm missing, as well as just the 'M' marking separately) *Graffiti *T-shirt *Shorts *Eyelashes
Other Dralon stoof *Fan forum *Tri breedings
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Post by Wolf_Rainbowtail on Jul 10, 2013 21:29:19 GMT -5
And also before I forget
Potential new Fiero moves
Attacks *Tons of elemental stuff. Breathe fire, definitely
Tricks *At ease (basically tells the Fiero they don't have to do whatever it is they're doing anymore) *Possibly the inverse of that, telling the Fiero to pay attention to them because they'll be doing tricks or attacks or whatever... *Forward Roll *Backwards Roll *Somersault *Flip *Tricks for pulling things *Accept Harness *Accept Bridle *Fetch *Drop It *Bring It Here
Abilities *Turn invisible
This list might be added to
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Post by Wolf_Rainbowtail on Jul 30, 2013 5:26:10 GMT -5
So, I have some thoughts I want to get out of my mind, and I figured I might as well post them here. Sometimes I just write these in a word document. They're meant to make me feel better, and truthfully, I already do. I dunno why I'm choosing to write this one here, but, well, here it is.
I also know that my mood is being affected by the fact that I had a headache yesterday and that it's 6 in the morning right now and I didn't sleep.
So, a few nights ago, I was in a really happy mood. You know the kind when nothing can bring you down and feeling sad just doesn't make sense in that instance? Yeah. I was thinking that people get sad or angry over things a lot, and that instead of focusing on what they don't have, they should focus on what they do.
It was in response to the event on CS. The thread I was reading was full of people complaining that they couldn't get the events and it was going to take them so long and they didn't have the time to hunt for banners, all sorts of things like that.
And I was in such a happy mood that I just looked at the thread and thought about all the pets they likely do have, that the event pets wouldn't be hard to trade for after the event, and that the staff will likely give us plenty of time to hunt for pets.
But some things... Some things it's really hard to just brush off like that. I can look at my life, the fact that I've had enough time on the computer lately that I've managed to hit the banner limit not once, but twice. The fact that the internet has so much to offer and I could watch or read or play pretty much whatever I wanted. The fact that I've made a site based on my interests and ended up with friends because of it who share my interests and care about me. I can think about all that, but none of it can really brighten my mood right now.
I miss Zoe. I've missed Zoe since before I went to visit her. Apparently it's possible to miss something you never had, because I have visited her, and the feeling is the exact same. That I want to be with her, that it feels like there's a big empty hole in my chest. That I love her and she loves me and we should be able to be together...
I miss Chris the same way.
And no amount of me thinking of what I do have changes it. No amount of Chris being there to cheer me up, no amount of Zoe showing ridiculous things to me from tumblr, nothing. I once made a post very similar to this one on the old site, on WSC. That post said that the only thing missing in my life was love, not the love of friends or parents, but true love like Zoe and Chris have shown me.
And now I have that. I have not one fiancee, but two, which is still a bit odd to me, but I think once we're actually all together it won't seem quite as weird. I love them both with all my heart and couldn't ask for anything more, besides to be with them.
Zoe doesn't like being affectionate online because it's not real. It reminds her of the fact that we aren't together. I never used to understand that, but I think I do now. No amount of her curling up around me or of Chris holding me close in his arms is... real. I'm still sitting right here alone in my bed with a computer on my lap and no matter what is typed on the screen, that doesn't change.
That used to not bother me. I mean, sure, it's not as good as the real thing, but at least it's something. That was my mindset. But now... It makes the loneliness worse sometimes. It makes it difficult to be away from them. Sometimes it makes things worse.
Not all the time. Sometimes it's really nice. Sometimes I just lie back on my pillow and read the screen and smile and imagine how it's going to be, think of how it was while I was over there. I grip my necklace in one hand and feel the ring she used to propose to me with and everything feels better.
Other times though... Other times it's difficult to remember, because it was for such a short amount of time. Or not at all, in Chris's case.
I don't know, this is getting really rambly but I guess the bottom line is that I really miss them right now and no amount of looking on the bright side is helping. I'll likely be fine tomorrow. And by tomorrow I mean today, once I've slept.
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Post by Wolf_Rainbowtail on May 13, 2014 15:43:43 GMT -5
Wow, I haven't posted in my journal in a long time. I know I'm going to regret this post later and it's going to get really long really fast, but I kind of want to try something. I'm going to document a wonder trade chain, because of reasons. Unless stated, each Pokemon I received was traded back out. Do with this information as you will. I highly doubt anyone's going to read all of it though XDD
Started with: Froakie Got... Skorupi, Dwebble, Honedge, Woobat, Ralts, Psyduck, Goomy, Ralts, Zoroark, Onix, Pidgey, Vivillon(modern), Bulbasaur, Foongus, Eevee, Froakie, Feebas, Electrike, Pumpkaboo(supersize, evolved into Gourgeist), Hippopotas, Flabebe(orange), Electrike, Litleo, Sawsbuck(spring), Gogoat, Fennekin, Zangoose, Bulbasaur, Fletchling, Golurk, Froakie, Lileep, Ferroseed, Castform, Bunnelby, Flabebe(yellow), Mareep, Eevee, Flabebe(yellow), Carbink, Scatterbug(I evolved it to an ICYSNOW VIVILLON!!!) Ended with: Icysnow Vivillon <3
Okay, those freaking /never/ end that quickly. Like, OMG! *Hugs her Vivillon* Let's try another one :DD
Started with: Xatu I caught in a safari (figured I don't often see them on wonder trade XD) Got... Roggenrola, Flareon, Golbat, Vulpix, Froakie, Ferroseed, Golett, Roggenrola, Fletchling, Watchog, Hitmonchan, Pupitar, Honedge, Litleo, Ralts, Kecleon, Karrablast, Furfrou, Eevee, Abra, Honedge, Solosis, Nosepass, Burmy(plant), Feebas, Gible, Trapinch, Skorupi, Burmy(plant), Pawniard, Honedge, Honedge(lol), Onix, Nuzleaf, Charmander(knew I couldn't hide from those forever XD), Tranquill, Shelmet, Sandile, Absol, Magikarp, Fletchling, Murkrow, Sawsbuck(spring), Luvdisc, Whismur, Growlithe, Flabebe(blue), Luvdisc, Gastrodon(west sea), Horsea, Torchic, Luvdisc, Zigzagoon, Honedge, Tirtouga, Pansage, Panpour, Tepig, Tynamo, Goomy, Chespin, Bunnelby, Noibat, Bulbasaur, Trapinch,
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Post by Wolf_Rainbowtail on Jan 10, 2015 12:21:46 GMT -5
I haven't written in my journal in awhile XD Poor journal. This post is reserved for pretty Horsetail pairings I want to breed someday XD Queen Bee X Royal Type: Horsetail Base: A20196 AND 340145 Eye: 8FED27 AND EB03D1 Honeycomb: EE5B1E Easter Egg: 21311D Summertime X Picnic Type: Horsetail Base: 13BE4A AND 1D6C37 Eye: 204770 AND CDEB56 Fox: 116C2B Blanket: 522D38 Grass: 00D037 Lilac X Daisy (second time) Type: Horsetail Base: A889CA AND 802377 Eye: CBD094 AND 30E95B Harness: 9E8D60 Zebra A9EDA3 Quarter1: BA1891 Demi Easter Egg1: 88BDFE Salki: 6CE122 Flower Petals: 67A5DE Eye Swirl: 929338 Leg Rings:(Additive) E2DBE9 Royal X Bullseye Type: Horsetail Base: 340145 AND 7D188D Eye: EB03D1 AND D7AF50 Throat: 1F20BF Vav: EAF8EA Easter Egg: 21311D Eagle X Sunset Type: Horsetail Base: 25161D AND 715272 Eye: 654C1F AND D7765E Clouds: 69742C Boot3: EC8908 Mane Front: E7D071 Leg Slashes: BA7EE2 Easter Egg: D31787 Grass: 513447
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